1/10/2005

Freedom of choice

Another week has gone past...down the drain. What did I learn the past week? Nothing or a world of difference that I can't remember if there is anything left to learn in this painful world.

Parties? Same old story and same old song and dance. Enjoy the weekend and then again its monday. Where does time and the good times go. Why do they stop rolling? Why do I go to work on a Monday morning?

So many questions that I have and so many answers I have. But am I satisfied with the answers - I know that's life. So what? The freedom of choice is not a choice anymore. The choices are limited and I have chosen the best option available to me now. But it gets me mad to know that so many other choices are not available to me? Why can't a rich uncle leave me some money or why can't I just win a lottery. Aha... I get it. I should buy a lottery ticket to win the lottery.

Interesting... So why don't I buy a ticket for a lottery? I don't believe in that shit? Yeah, maybe. Then why do I whine and complain? One of life's paradoxes - ME. Do want it but don'e want to work for it. Maybe I should think about that holiday in Brazil!!!

Is it me or is it really me...

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